laramos n loulou

laramos n loulou
well this is me as you can see!! nothing to say, i look as wrong as a fly lol , but anyways i dont give a danm!cuz im proud of maself!!its actually me and ma couzine loulou we look funny here i noe well just to let you guys noe i love swimming !! and that was just to relax myself lol!!!

My experience with the
Tattoo !!

When I was in London, th
is last summer I wanted to pierce my belly bottom and then my

mom said 'no' because it c
ould get infected, I really wanted to pierce my belly bottom before

I even went to Lon
don and did a tattoo! because everybody said that a tattoo would look

great on me, so
I asked my moms friend and he told me 'no way, are you crazy?' he never

wants me to do
those type of stuff , so I think that's why he said he doesn't think that my

mom woul
d want me to do that.

So she told me to do a tattoo on my leg and I told her 'no, not my leg, my back', and she said

'ok, but I thin
k that a tattoo on you leg would look better than a tattoo behind your back, I mean no one will see it'!.

I couldn't believe what she said me, she said that I can actually go and do a tattoo ??

That was so cool! so I called
my big sister and told her to come with me because I don't know

the place. And then an
hour passed and she still hasn't arrived so I called my adopted sister

and told her to
accompany me and so she did! And I was mad at my real sister because the

adopted one h
ad more time than my big sister had for me! and plus the adopted one works

So I decided to go and get a tattoo done with her, she had one done on down her spine

and she told me that it hurts
so I was scared and she kept on insisting that it will hurt me and

that makes me want
to give up the tattoo, but I didn't really care because I wanted it and when

I want som
ething I have to get it or ill just be miserable for the rest of the day, but If I know

that its impossible than ill
give up.

I was e
xcited and scared at the same time, so I went over to the tattoo man and he told

me to
chose what tattoo I wanted to do, so I did.

Th
en I saw a man tattooing himself and he was calm, so I thought It wouldn't be that bad.

So then the tattoo man called
me and told me to not be scared, so I went and I was stressing

even more afraid.

I s
at down and he told me to turn around and face my back to him, and then he turned on the

tattoo machine and it was ma
king a very irritating sound so it made me frustrated and nerves ,

then he took the mac
hine that had a pin inside it and pocked it on my back!! IT WAS

PAINING LIKE HELL!! It w
as bleeding and I thought It was infected, I started thinking to

myself saying “ when I
finish ,what if I have cancer because of this small tattoo?”, “what if I

don't like it
”, “would I want to keep it for the rest of my life”, I was confused I didn't know.

It was hurting so much, it was like 30 pins going inside my body or like a shark trying to rip your skin off.

I started sweating a lot an
d I was breathing hardly! It was amazing my eyes were all RED like

the colour of a devil
.

I started t
rembling and shaking , I realized that what I was doing was worth it, because I

knew why
I was doing it and plus its going to be in my skin until the day I die , so then I

tho
ught to myself and said “ why am I trembling and shaking, I should stop this,” I was going

to give up the tattoo but
then I blocked nearly all the negative thoughts and thought positively

and then it was
done! By thinking positively, believing and having faith in myself it

worked!J
So this is my tattoo story I know its crazy right??

But
I really liked this experience because It taught me a lot about myself and I'm actually

having to write about it! So
its cool!! I really hope that my story interests you because it

interests me.J
From: Amira Candida Dahrouge

# Posté le vendredi 28 octobre 2005 17:57

Modifié le jeudi 07 juin 2007 23:32